sleepless nights

So I've been suffering from insomnia for few weeks, it's a painful experience and I don't know how long it's going to end. This might sound like I am so weak to you all, but I've been feeling lonely lately, I feel like something's missing in my life and sometimes I feel like I am in need to be someone's own skin. (OMG!) I hate to tell people this feeling because I don't like the feeling of being desperated. :( At the beginning I thought I have ability to overcome my loneliness and insomnia. I mean I am not anti-social, I went out do stuff with friends very often. But it just when it comes to the night-night time, I turned off the light, I just couldn't sleep, tossing and turning for almost 2 or sometimes 3 hours and still couldn't fall asleep. Everything was normal at the beginning; I don't know why all of a sudden I started feeling lonely, as I said I really hate this feeling. I hope my loneliness and insomnia struggle will be fought soon.

Never know that being able to have a goodnight's sleep is such a luxury to me.